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01 September 2006 @ 03:24 pm

DONT ASK TO BE ADDED. Im no longer using this journal due to some drama caused by a
community on livejournal. Im still around, you may ask what my new journal is if you want to .

Peace and love,
Alysha ♥

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creative

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31 August 2006 @ 02:14 pm

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Haha.
I was listening to all this old "pop" type music, and my mom got mad at me [not literally] lol, and said "I like it better when you listen to the punkish, rockish music, this is like "COTTEN CANDY AND BUBBLE GUM TYPE MUSIC" lmao. Oh god I love my mom=]

I am getting soooo nervous for later. I mean im happy. Cuz this is the first time im seeing Colin since school ended. But Ive never shopped for guys clothing before. lol. Sooo this should be interesting=P
And this is my first time meeting his mom. And being out in public with my eye. My mom says the make up covered my eye, good enough=] ...and Im just gunna put my bangs to the side, to hide the cut=] So i guess everything is gunna work out fine<3

Current Mood:

Nervous//Excited

Current Music: Michelle Branch-All You Wanted :P "CC & BG music"

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29 August 2006 @ 12:23 am

good news//bad news

okay, the good news Joey and i are back together=]
[i know that didnt last long]

bad news...
maranda and i were just fooling around, and maranda decides to throw a pen at me, and it lands near my eyeball, taking a big chunck of skin with it ...i fall to the floor, hold my eye, look at my hand, and theres blood on it... so i scream and run to moms room, and collapse on her floor and she looks at it, and takes me to the bathroom, and im like hyperventalating. Now im sitting here with my mom, writing about it, and i might need stitches [but im too scared to go=\

Current Mood:

sore

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28 August 2006 @ 06:01 pm

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So I just broke up with Joey
</3 ='( I know short entry, but too much is going through my mind. Oh Marandas coming over again tonight, and thats a good thing, cuz I need her:(

Current Mood:

gloomy

Current Music: The Rocket Summer-Never Knew

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28 August 2006 @ 03:12 am

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Picturesssss [Of Nick,Maranda,Brandon & Me//August 26th]
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Busy//Tiredd

Current Music: Queen-Somebody To Love=)

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26 August 2006 @ 04:14 pm

Soap Opera Story<333

So Justin and I had a pretend fight, and decided like right in the middle of it to make a Soap Opera;
Okay so here it is............

Justin sends me a middle finger [thingy on msn], and It starts a HUGE fight between Justin [Jussy] and Alysha [me] sooo Alysha says to Justin, with tears in her eyes, "Maybe I dont wanna talk to you anymore!" and Justin says to her .. "FINE!" and Alysha replys with "So.. this is the end!?" and Justin says "Well I dont want it to be, but it seems like you do" Alysha says to him, "...it ..its just the way things have to be... *looks at you ...then turns away* Then all Justin says is...."Good Bye" ... Alysha says "Goodbye... ...*Walks to the door*---*turns back around for one more look of Jussy's beautiful face* *and walks out the door* ....Then Justinn *runs to the door to try and catch her before her taxi leaves, but when he opens the door its already driving away* annnnnnddd finnaally *Alysha has a nice chat with the taxi driver, about loveing someone, and she realizes she DOES love him, and even if they did have a fight about Justin sending a middle finger smily to her, she just cant leave him**so she drives back to Justins house and runs through the door, and says* "Jussy Baby! I Love you ...*which leads onto a full on make out fest*

haha, yes so thats our Soap Opera. that pretty much sums up, how completely random Justin and I are together. But we're amazing. Haha
My mom said to me when I was talking to him "You wanna kiss his lips dont you Alysha? hahaha" and I was like "OmiGod mom, haha" * and got all blushy* my mom is a loser. But I love her:P And yes. I would very much like so to kiss Jussy:P *giggle*

Current Mood:

amused

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26 August 2006 @ 08:16 am

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PICTURES UNDER THE CUT!!
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energetic

Current Music: Lillix-Sweet Temptation

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25 August 2006 @ 05:40 pm

Happyness=]

Stephanie is here right now=]

Nick visited for an hour er so too. I haven't seen him since the end of school. So that was a fun time.
My freakin rat bit me!:O For the first time. It hurt bad:| Lmao.
Then Nick went over to the rat cage, and got bit by my rat too. Haha. he said he got her to bite him, so I wouldnt feel alone:P It stings quite bad:S

Haha. Stephanie thought I was eating butter with a fork ...
same as my brother last night, and they were both freaking out about me eating "butter" when it was really whipped cream:P
[So im pretty much going to weigh, like 100 poundss:P Lmao.

Joey sent me an email today, telling me he was alright. And loved me, so thats good=]
I will post pictures tomorrow for sure=)

Current Mood:

chipper

Current Music: Freezepop-Stakeout

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24 August 2006 @ 11:06 pm

GAWDDD!!

I WISH I WAS IN NEBRASKA RIGHT NOW!!!!!!:(
*giggle*

I don't even know what a homecoming is...
I know its a dance of some sort, but I don't think we have them where I live:S Lmao.

If I was in Nebraska, I couldve gone to one, and made the decision, much easier on *HIM* haaha:P

Joey hasnt called me in about a week, and a couple days ...
=(

Current Mood:

Sad. I wanna be in Neb-City:P

Current Music: The Killers-When You Were Young

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24 August 2006 @ 02:16 pm

Ohh. Wow. Lmao.

Okay.

So you all know the song "Mr. Brightside" by The Killers?? Right?

Well theres a part in the song, that has always confused me, and my mom would think he meant something else instead of what was put in the song:P Haha.... Its goes something like this;

"And its all in my head, but shes touching his Chest now he takes off her dress now, let me go"
My mom, brother and I just had an arguement, about what he was actually saying ..[Instead of Chest, he means dick. Lmao] I know. What an appropriate conversation with your mother. Haha. Yeah so if youve ever heard the song, what are your opinions??

Colin and I talked on msn, last night. In my name it said something about missing the past, himself included in that, and he kept asking about what it meant, I mean he wasnt the ONLY one included in my name, but he was part of it. But I knew he knew what I was talking about. [Before Mikayla came along, and ruined my chances of ever being with him]. Yeah I have a boyfriend. And I love him. I just don't know how to let go of old crushes...etc. I hate that. Anyways, we were talking and I was helping him [He wants to quit everything, cuz he told his mom he smokes and she was really sad, and he hates seeing her sad]. And i was helping with it and stuff. And then when he had to go he told me to call him. [Damn those long distance phone blocks] He doesnt live that far, he still lives in New Brunswick. But yeah. I couldnt call him. =(

Current Mood:

amused

Current Music: The Killers- Mr. Brightside=P

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23 August 2006 @ 03:22 pm

Just A Qucik Entry

Hoe
[ ] I have had sex
[ ] I have dated more than 3 guys at once this year
[x] I drink---RARELY
[ ] I smoke
[x] I have kissed a stranger
[ ] I have had a one night stand
[ ] I have a "real" boyfriend and a bunch of kicks
[x] Girls are players too ---NOT ME. Others. haha
[x] I have watched porn before <--- (Someone else did. And I just happened to be there:S.Sick.Haha)
[ ] I have stuffed my bra before
Total = 3

Girly
[x] Everything on me has to match--Pretty much always does anyways:P
[ ] If I have a pimple, I will not go outside in public
[x] I own more than 5 nail polish bottles
[ ] I am a cheerleader
[x] I love pop music --Lmao. Oh Well. Im Not Ashamed:P
[x] If I had a bad hair day I flip
[ ] OMG I chipped a nail
[ ] Paris Hilton is my IDOL
[ ] Rocker people scare me
[x] I can't walk past a mirror or window with out glancing at myself
Total = 5

Angry Bitter Bitch
[ ] pudding the World -- Uhh, WTF?
[ ] My bf dumped me, MEN SUCK!
[ ] I am selfish
[ ] My parents suck
[ ] I smoke to ease my pain
[ ] I want to die
[ ] Eww, I am so ugly
[ ] I am judgmental
[ ] I hate everything
[ ] I am athiest
[ ] I am wasting my god damn time doing this
Total = 0, haha

Optimistic
[x] The glass is half full--Haha:P
[ ] Love is beautiful
[ ] Peace, love and hope
[ ] Yesterday was bad but its a whole new day now
[ ] I always smile
[ ] Cursing is bad
[ ] I never hold grudges
[ ] I can break a bone and still be happy
[ ] I am cheerful
[x] Sunflowers are gorgeous--Favorite
Total = 2

Nerdy
[ ] I always study everyday
[ ] I have straight A's
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I always wear clothes that are at least one size bigger
[ ] I have a pencil in my hair all the time
[ ] When I laugh, I accidently snort
[ ] I bring packed lunches to school
[ ] I am bullied by bigger kids
Total = 0

IM GIRLY. PFFT. HAHA. WOW. Well, I always knew I was. But It doesnt take me 2 hours to get ready, like someone I know *COUGH COUGH BRITTNEY:P*

Anyways I will post an actual post, later.
TA TA FOR NOW=)
xox

Current Mood:

cold

Current Music: Atreyu- You Give Love A Bad Name

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21 August 2006 @ 10:51 pm

PROCRASTINATION:P Hah Eh Justin?<3

OMFG.

I don't remember the last time, I was this insanely hyper!!!
Seriously. Thank You Justin<3

This part of our conversation .... NEEDS to be remembered for eternity!;

Justin says: yah, youre rprobly just crazy.
Mesays: No ... when your crazy you rock yourself back and forth and like shiny things, sure i like shiny thngs, but im not like "OOOOOOHHH SHINYYYYYY" *evil laugh*

*An Hour Went By; And Im Back*

Okay Justin has been distracting me. Oh so much. It has seriously been an hour, that has gone by and im writing here again, hahaha.
Now we're talking about his msn. Signing him out numerous times. And earlier we decided that his msn was having sex, and thats why it wouldnt let him on, because his msn didnt want him to bother him with his lady friend:P So now. His msn is having sex, and he had to go to his sucky messenger thingy:)

Well about 2 hours ago, every moment, was horrible..Then all of a sudden things just twisted around in my favor I guess you could say=)

Wow. Its funny, how truthfulness. And keeping quiet about things actually pay off.<3333
Thats all for today<333

Current Music: Dashboard Confessional-Vindicated<3

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19 August 2006 @ 04:24 pm

Your Not God=]

So Justin is trying to convince me he is "GOD" lol.
I'm still a sick lil girl *tear* I wanna feel betterr!!

And he's god an he won't fix me, he says its because he wasted all his godly powers creating the earth.Lmao.

I don't think i'm going to die anymore. Everything is just overly sore, and bad feeling. I will get better though<3 promise=)
BYEE xoxox

Current Mood:

Still Sick=(

Current Music: Hinder-Better Than Me

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18 August 2006 @ 11:33 pm

SICKK=(

Ummmm

So this is gunna be my last entry, cuz I am going to DIE
I've never had this much pain in one sitting in my life!. My head is absolutely pounding, the feeling is probably worse than any kind of pain im ever going to experience, lol. And my eyes are burning, and watering and people are asking me if Im crying, lol. And the only parts of me that are freezing, are my hands and feet...

So I love you all.... Goodbye forever ....

[This entry is a major exxageration 'about me dying lol', but just pretend you didnt see this part=P]

Current Mood:

sick

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18 August 2006 @ 06:12 pm

Friggin Head Hurts=S

Oh Em Gee!!

My head hurts! Major headache right now. Don't even know why!?
So I might be getting redish/pinkish streaks in my hair?
I'm thinking about just doing the tips, enough people have told me that that would look good on me, so i'm gunna do that=) Haha I feel like a pig:P ive eaten about 10 oreos? Lol. Sickk.

Maranda and I arent fighting anymore, I apoligized=) And my birthday is in nearly a month=D can't wait<3 And I don't know how, but Maranda and I have decided that before school starts our goal is to see Joey & Dustin. I will not go back to school until I see him, lol [that is definately a lie=P] I'm going to ask my grandmother, and then i'm going to ask my old neighbor Jandra [if my grandmother says no] But she wont because she was actually talking to me about taking me to Sussex. So she better, haha, thats all for now<333
xox

Current Mood:

anxious

Current Music: Atreyu- You Give Love A Bad Name

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17 August 2006 @ 06:06 pm

I'm Back!!

Ive missed every single one of you guys! And i'm so happy to be back on the computer ...

Everything is okay with Joey and Me, thank god. Lol. I was starting to get sick of myself writing about him, and Dustin.
Right now I feel like i'm the only actual sane one of people I know, mainly friends. Theyre excuses for things are the most stupid ever. Well i'm only thinking of one person when I say that. I also really don't understand how you could have the perfect relationship with someone. And then technically cheat on them with another person, who would [for sure] cheat on you. Some of my friends are seriously morons, maybe not morons, but they certainly act like it. I'm soo sick of HER.

And I wanna tell her what an idiot I think shes being. But I know I would regret the exact words I want to say to her.

But I'm back, and I missed you all. And other then what I just wrote about I could never feel happier=)
xox

Current Mood:

aggravated

Current Music: Mobile-See Right Through Me

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10 August 2006 @ 07:01 pm

NEW FLASH

Hey hey this is Maranda, Alysha's BFFL!

She wanted me to come on and tell everyone that her computer crashed and she'll be back to update as soon as she possibly can!

-Maranda<3

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crazy

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08 August 2006 @ 09:09 am

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Fill This Out;

1. Name:
2. Age/Birthday:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:
7. Favorite Book/Comic Book:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Favorite TV Show:
10. Favorite Video Game/Board Game:
11. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal?
12. Would you give me a kidney?
13. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
14. If you could change anything about your current life, would you?
15. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

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blank

Current Music: AFI-Girls Not Grey

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08 August 2006 @ 12:28 am

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Wow.

CONVERSATIONSSSS ... [So you can get a feel of how they actually are:

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Current Mood:

calm

Current Music: Lifehouse-Hanging By A Moment

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07 August 2006 @ 01:23 pm

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They Are Doing It Againnnnnnnnnn

I never noticed this before, but I think guys can get more jealous then girls can=O lol. Seriously,

Dustin called me roughly around 20 times last night [I was on the phone once with Mikayla, and then Maranda right after]. Then he called practically after Maranda, and we were talking and Joey didnt believe that I was on the phone. So he was just like bluhh-ish and all lazy and stuff so Dustin and I talked, then I told Dustin "I was talking to my friend Justin, and I said I wanted french fries and he said "haha is that what you call them there? french fries?" and I said "haha no, but thats what I call them, why what do you call them?" and he said "uh...sex" and I was like "hahahaha, omg are you serious!? Can you just imagine someone saying "uhh yeah can I have a big mac and a coke please?" "would you like some sex(fries) with that as well?" Lmao.

Anyways Dustin and I talked a lonng effing time last night and Joey started to make comments like "how do you like your new gf Dustin?" and Dustin was like "omg, then you get on the phone and talk to her then?" andd he didnt, like seriously what does he expect?

Then today Joey called me, and he was all hyper and stuff, but he only talked to me for like 10 minutes=\ and then Dustin got on the phone and talked like an hour and a half to me, and Dustin said that he just heard joey say upstairs to his step brother "Dustin is downstairs talking to my girlfriend" ...then he got on the phone and Dustin said "Joey you stupid prick stay on the phone and talk to alysha!" and Joey said "Why dont you call your own girlfriend?" [I assume he was talking about who Dustin actually likes , maranda] and then they were just like sorta fighting and I felt SOOOOO awkward on the phone, and then Dustin had to go, so we said bye to eachother.

Im actually kind of getting sick of myself updating about Joey and Dustin all the time, but that seems to be the only interesting thing I have to say lately, lol.

Current Mood:

irritated

Current Music: Keith Urban- Tonight I Wanna Cry

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